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Life during insomnia or Midnight hallucinations


I remember my view to life was that its nothing but a stream of loses, lost hopes and dreams, lost loved ones, life had nothing that one could really trust, nothing but a nihilistic journey.

That was exaggerating, life is not a dystopia, my perspective to it was noting but imaginary, a state of mind that I have forced upon my self, in this mental dystopia life equalled lost, meaning I somehow one-dimensionally perfected life.

Life is not just nihilism life is profound, to a human it should be reflecting all human ideas. 

Journey is the right description, a journey that one must complete otherwise an unfinished life will deform the languid into a gollum.

To become a hero fight your demons or make peace with them, find your loved ones and allies, decide whom you should share your time and energy with.

Fulfil your life and become Hero or fail it as Gollum.






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